i duno...

when i write a blog i usually hav an idea in mind but rite now i jst wana know do i love him or wht?am goin crazy over E he is soooo sweet n awesome n he is ma best frnd but i cnt help wanting him more..i knw he is gr8 n one day he'll find a gr8 chick n all bs all i want is him u knw n its jst not workin tht way!!uh...crazy is the way to gooo!!lets hope he is still in love wid me 2,i love seein people in pain-i guess thats the evil part of me but i dont give a shit i love seeing people who hurt me get hurt even worse cz thy do deserve it for being mean 2 me in the 1st place u knw!!!!oo gosh i guess thats why am over-weight =D lool am the kind of gurl who drowns her misery in food and smoking u knw n hell yea it does work people!!u feel awful n a daffidof slims and a couple of London Diary or Baskin Robbins can do the damn trick and welcome to heaven ladies!!!lol i duno why but whn i feel so down-even if am not hungry- i jst head 2 sugar i feel the sudden URGE to have GLUCOSE IN MY BLOOD!!THE NEED TO FEED PEOPLE!!thank god i dont have a lil bro or i wud hav ate him or so =D