Do you really get it?

sometimes i wonder if its my problem or is life so complicated!sometimes you just lose track of everything,like right now am not sure what i shud be doing you know,like should i be getting over past relationships,mending them,not even think of them?am not really sure and i hate asking people cuz everyone pulls you in a direction then deny it!so why bother!?well..umm i dont really wana go there anyway!!! i have some lectures 2day and bt am like exhausted i just wanna go sleep but in my major this is not even a choice!Anyway,am really pissed off now from my doctor!he's such a jerk,you know one of those 98 years old people who think they have the best english accent and your just a kid!ARGHH he says stuff like "Ztandard=Standard" "eggzbectations = expectations"
"Bossibole = possible"
"stooobid = stupid"
its just horrifying!!your a doctor in a highly respectable university you should bother brushing up ur english!!!and oh my god things like "alko7ol = alcohol" is just hilarious!!it's kinda embaressing you know,am like all red and ready to burst into laughter but its a lecture and i really wana graduate sometime!well i think i've let out some of my suppressed laughters and its time to drag my ass back to work!