Hi-Skool drama!
So u think ur having a hard time in high school?Well am sorry but honestly dont expect college to be any better!Mayb its about time you knw tht am not a co-star in American pie!
Am just a 17 year old drama queen,am not bad looking am quite normal!i don't have a nerdy style or anything! Am actually quite outgoing,still i have a reason 2 be an outkast!
am over-wait for it-weight!Yup overweight!Trust me thats the key w0rd 2 social suicide! Well i have many friends but not always!Um well not the guys at least! Lets revise the facts,
#1 am n0t a freshman anymore so i know enough to be able to tell you how this goes!
#2 i know a lot of girls in college,i d0n't like them all but they arent so bad!!well they all like me and they all know me..honestly i mistake the names of the girls in my group till now!
#3 last year i used 2 tak a course with some random group,i met a guy who was in my original group.. we got 2 b friends,we passed notes,sat 2gether and socializd by all means Within class..Now tht we r back in our original group he's some "cool dude" who dsnt evn say hi!!well he said hi one time,but OMG it was awful i was all lik Heyyy long time!!he was lik..uh oh yeah!you'd think he didnt know me or so,and after that he began to give me the cold shoulder that i didnt even "notice"!
#4 i lost a friend i had for alm0st 10 years (my "bestfrnd") to a "better person" which btw means she has the "boobs and looks" which she dsnt evn have!Hell i respect beauty but she's some really s0ur poisonous eye-candy!!She jst dresses as least as possible and trust me,she doesnt have the body for it either!but still he chose her over me
#5 um..i have a male bestfriend but i never socialize with his mates..i guess they don't actually know that we are bestfriends or so!am just the hidden agenda!
#6 i met SD in uni,funny sweet dude!we are friends and all but we dont actually socialize around people..jst a simple node or so but when we are alone,sms-ing or talking on the fone its totally normal!!like we are friends since ever..it's confusing but you get used to it in a while..
umm..well the basis of most of my problems is the fact that my mood runs my life!and i barely have any confidence,i mean i expect every1 to walk away cuz hell they don't have a reason to start being here anyway!!and well since am very moody when i get pissed i just eat,am not sure why but it's the way my nanny managed me when i was a kid!whenever i cried she gave me sugar and candy till am high on them or sumthing!!still i liked her,she kinda took care of me for lik 6 years or so!well that's it with the drama stuff am overloaded,i think i should go study or watch TV for a change..
Am just a 17 year old drama queen,am not bad looking am quite normal!i don't have a nerdy style or anything! Am actually quite outgoing,still i have a reason 2 be an outkast!
am over-wait for it-weight!Yup overweight!Trust me thats the key w0rd 2 social suicide! Well i have many friends but not always!Um well not the guys at least! Lets revise the facts,
#1 am n0t a freshman anymore so i know enough to be able to tell you how this goes!
#2 i know a lot of girls in college,i d0n't like them all but they arent so bad!!well they all like me and they all know me..honestly i mistake the names of the girls in my group till now!
#3 last year i used 2 tak a course with some random group,i met a guy who was in my original group.. we got 2 b friends,we passed notes,sat 2gether and socializd by all means Within class..Now tht we r back in our original group he's some "cool dude" who dsnt evn say hi!!well he said hi one time,but OMG it was awful i was all lik Heyyy long time!!he was lik..uh oh yeah!you'd think he didnt know me or so,and after that he began to give me the cold shoulder that i didnt even "notice"!
#4 i lost a friend i had for alm0st 10 years (my "bestfrnd") to a "better person" which btw means she has the "boobs and looks" which she dsnt evn have!Hell i respect beauty but she's some really s0ur poisonous eye-candy!!She jst dresses as least as possible and trust me,she doesnt have the body for it either!but still he chose her over me
#5 um..i have a male bestfriend but i never socialize with his mates..i guess they don't actually know that we are bestfriends or so!am just the hidden agenda!
#6 i met SD in uni,funny sweet dude!we are friends and all but we dont actually socialize around people..jst a simple node or so but when we are alone,sms-ing or talking on the fone its totally normal!!like we are friends since ever..it's confusing but you get used to it in a while..
umm..well the basis of most of my problems is the fact that my mood runs my life!and i barely have any confidence,i mean i expect every1 to walk away cuz hell they don't have a reason to start being here anyway!!and well since am very moody when i get pissed i just eat,am not sure why but it's the way my nanny managed me when i was a kid!whenever i cried she gave me sugar and candy till am high on them or sumthing!!still i liked her,she kinda took care of me for lik 6 years or so!well that's it with the drama stuff am overloaded,i think i should go study or watch TV for a change..
posted by Drama Queen at 7:39 AM
Silversphere
2 Comments:
Well that was interesting to read ;-) I feel ur telling my college years by your post, lool... Its really hard getting to know people, let alone keep them.. but the ones who stay till the end are really the keepers! And belive me, high school friendships last and are way more powerful than college friendships
well am still in good touch with my hi-skool frnds its just that we are not living so close..you know every1 went somewhere for college and all but they love me and i count on that..
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