I miss you..

umm..it's been a long time since i sat down and had a proper talk with my best-friend..or any talk for that manner!!it's just too confusing,we live really far and it's all about phones,chatting,emails and facebook!it's exhausting to keep a relation that way,i just wana spend time with him!!i mean i really like D,we have a great time hanging out together whenever we are IN the same country!!Then i'm back here and he's back there and it's all hectic and awful,i just want my bestfrnd!!
uh..and he just wants a chick or sumthin,am not sure what he wants anymore he's killing me!
its like every week or so he would sms and say something like
"hey babe,sry i got caught up with my studies!anyway how r u?keep in touch,love ya"
i mean Seriously?Love me??In what way again!!!i mean i could like die and he wont even notice because he's too busy studying!now if your thinking am like mean or not-understanding then let me tell you,he is freaking facebooking everyone all the time!!!i mean not just his gurlfrnd,but his gurlfrnd's friends!!i mean who does that when they are "Busy"!!!!he facebooks some chicks who used to be in skool with him which by the wat he carely talks to!!i mean i could just spend hours reading the comments he posted for EVERY single person he knows!!and when it comes to me,he is busy...yea i guess i can take a hint considering this is not the first time he acts this way it's been going on for almost 5 or 6 month!!!it's just horrible when you see someone you love slip away and you can't help it..i mean i tried,i really did try to hold on but sometimes you just need to let go..with me it's always let go!i think i should get used to it by now..
i duno why but this song just reminds me of him..

It's not that you lost a friend
I just need some time to lick my wounds
I'll be out of service for a little while
I'm sure I'll be up and running soon

He's just amateur these days
Not used to dealing with this pain
He's just amateur these days
Never thought that he would see a girl away

And our history will never be erased
You were a great companion
And some memories will never ever fade
So I love and so I hate

What we were
I never knew nor did you
That's exactly what you hated
For three years you were confused
And for three years, my intentions left unstated

So this is the end..
Of an innocent era, an innocent era?
I didn't want you but I did it's never wrong but it is


now i realize i dont Exactly get what the song means but the first half of the lyrics reminds me of him!then there's love and triangles i guess and yech thats not what i want with D!