My soule-mate...!

well..i went home for a while,i had to take a break before i start my summer course you know!!It went actually pretty awesome,i got to c SQ my best friend ever,she is such a queen i love her!!i had a greaaaaaaaaaat time with her,umm i barely saw D. Well i don't think of D as my best friend nymore cuz ever since he started dating he went to another planet...well its typical everytime he starts dating he gets extremly busy and now its beyond bad we never used 2 spend such a long time without properly talking..wow i mean he doesnt even know i started my summer course,he doesnt know anything about me and i have no idea whats going on with him lately..he jst calls SS and talks to her,well she's the Girlfrnd and am just the "Girl" now..
Well congratulations again to me,i lost another friend!!well aint my fault i guess but it's pretty much life it tears people apart!! Well..among all the crap i had with D back home i meet some1 great..well dont get so excited its a She so it's not lik we r gonna date but i really met some1 who gets me!!! i meani love CD she's a friend's friend and i saw her a couple of times but this holiday was something else..i mean WOW CD is the 2nd me!!!she is the 1st person i met who listens to the same stuff i like!punk rock alternatine and all,she thinks almost the same way i do,she read the same books i read and we both lik guys 4 sure but we are both not lookin for a heartbreak!!so she's perfect..no guys will come between us and that jst makes it perfect! she's sweet,funny,honest & she was really there for me till the last minute and just talking to her makes me smile she is the most adorable person ever!!and i also like the guy she's datin nowadays MD is REALLY funny!!god my tummy hurts from laughter whnvr i spend time with him!! well i probably lost my D, i'll just give up i'm simply gonna try to stop being his bestfrnd..its really hard trying to keep in touch and talk to someone EVEYDAY when you feel like an intruder and rite now am just an intruder in D's life..he has his guys and he started dating some1 he is in love with (not my words HONESTLY) so i think he's quite happy and he doesnt realize how far we are now...i love D,i really love him lik a brother so i think i just jst back off & give him room to breath..i'll simply try to stop loving people unconditionally cuz it's simply painful watching them drift away..maybe it's time to hold on to F and CD and jst hang out with girls for a while,am sick of guys..