back "home"..

so its that time of the year again! am done with my midyear break and am back to my hometown..its time to start uni and all this crap but i have this funny little feeling! and no its not lik being in love or nything its actually lik..like there's something missing! you know the awkward feeling you get when some1 is telling a joke and its supposed to be funny and they r done and looking at you xpectin you to xplode into laughter but its actually NOT FUNNY! its awfully awkward and i just wana teach them how they can do it better but its way to awkward and way too late you just have to fake a lil laugh or a "OOOO ooo now i got it haha..haha!"
i hate coming back here because the people actually suck! dont get me wrong am not a socially isolated person or nythin but i like my frnds and i was born and raised away from here with my bestfrnd and its like we are all seperated now..i miss them all specially D cz i love talking to him he reminds me of the many things i lost with my brother passing away..i gotta run nywy i havent blogged since ever and i can barely type the plane ride was painful enuf..