Chaos..

I heard a quote by Khaterine Ann tht i loved..i just wantd to share it..
"There seems to be a kind of order in the universe,in the movement of the stars,turning of the earth and changing of the seasons.But human life is almost pure chaos...Every one takes his stance,asserts his own rights and feelings,mistaking the motives of others,and his own.."

I believe

I believe...

I love the time and in between...
The calm inside me,
In the space where I can breathe...
I believe there is a distance I have wandered,
To touch upon the years of…reaching out and reaching in...
Holding out, holding in..
I believe this is heaven to no1 else but me...
And I’ll defend it long as I can be...
Left here to linger in silence...
If I choose to, would you try 2 understand?
the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free
The mold that clings like desperation
Oh mother don’t you see I’ve got to live my life the way I feel is right 4 me...
Say it’s not rite 4 you but its rite 4 me...
I believe this is heaven to no1 else but me,
And I’ll defend it as long as I can be,
Left here to linger in silence if I choose to…would you try to understand..?


Dont u love it??its just this song tht Hailey in One tree hill sings to her boyfrnd..i simply adore it!

Valentines =D

LOL i wud love to blog in arabic bs ya gama3a ana eltyping beta3y f el3araby ta3ban a5er 7aga!!anyway!!Valentiness day!!!tht ws fun,well not lik i had a date or anything actually i spent it wid SQ my favourite gurl everrrr!!!i lover her aasslan sa7bety men 8 senin!!actually on this wholee wide world i hav quite a few real frnds,there's SM,S.Q and D!!!D is the only guy,but he is one hell of a guy..ever had a friend tht u knew inside out?i th8 i had one of those long ago but i ws wrong..his name was E i fell in love wid him and he said it ws hard so we broke up and stopppd talkin and suddenly he is best frnds with this gurl i used 2 b awfullly close wid!!!actually i introudcd thm 2 each other but never th8 thy wud leave me out of our relation..funny how life can be!!!nyway so D saw how depressd i ws and how crappy my valentine ws gonna be so he came along n got me the cutest gift ever!!!he is sooooooooo caring i jst love him!!too bad he isnt living in the same country am in we jst meet up a couple of times evry year but i think of him evryy day..not evryday per se every second!!!i jst wish he ws here so i wud lean on him!!umm i feel lik this is my diary and no1 will eva read it so i write soo freely!!!well dear me,take care next time u start dating,dont fall in love..jst be loved!

my friend D

argh egypt the worst place one can grow up in!!!!gosh thinking about how many bad memories i have somehow i can retrace their begining to this crappy place!!its my 2nd yr in college and am in hell already its jst problems after problems!well am not doing so well studies wise and i didnt make any gud frnds,i did make some frnds but thy ended up to be the crappiest ppl on earth and back stabbed me rite infront of evry1..ouch tht did hurt but wht are frnds for!umm so am stuck at home and its a thursday nite and no i cnt mend a broken heart wid a box of choco cz am on a low-calorie diet!i hope my 2 "best frnds" are havin a crappy day 2!!!well on d brite side i had the best midyr break ever omg D is the best guy in the world!!!!i loveeeeeeeeee this guy he's lik a brother but a gud 1 which never happens btw!!!we jst hang out all the time or we r txtin or talkin on the fone..its jst amazing to have ur friend live so close to u which happens 2 me once per year!