Things You don't know about me even if you live with me!

1. i just love whinning..am not sure why but i find whinning a very relieveing process! i can go on & on about how sucky everything is,how hard my major is,how i miss this & that & dear gods please dont get me started.

2. I always run converstaions in my head that i know would never happen!i mean things like 6 years from now when i bump into my x i'll be 20kgs slimmer,blonde,smart and successful with the most amazing guy in the whole world by my side!and his name would be Ahmed or Khlaed & am gonna act like i don't remember him!

3. I'm in love with a guy who doesnt exist anymore!!am still in love with my x but he isnt himself anymore so it doesnt actually make sense but i can't get over it yet.

4. I feel a little twinkle inside of me whenever some1 asks me about my major,it's just that everyone keeps going on about how smart iam and how hard it is and bla bla i just feel silently delighted tho i curse my major in public!

5. I have a thing for tough guys,i mean sheesh they are really exciting with their jealous extremlly sexy attitude! When i was a kid i wanted to date a biker or a pirate!*yes i mentally lived in many ages*

6. I wana get married to some1 who has a mixture of the chracters of my bestfriend and my x!Funny,smart,understanding,sarcastic,patient,a bit romantic,religious,fearful of god & judgement day & openminded but to a limit i mean he should like get jealous its only human am not getting married to a coffee table!Actually thats all like my best friend except for the sarcasm part that was my ex!!

7. My mum thinks am in love with my best friend and she's scared he'll "break my heart" by choosing some1 else!!!god she is SO CUTE i keep telling her he hes a gurlfriend but she wouldnt listen!!one day am gonna have to tel her that am still in love with the only person she never considered!i mean really she th8 i was dating ALL my other male friends except the one i dated! =D

8. I secretly pray MM would die soon so the world would be 1-bitch short!

9. I hope my bestfriend marries his current girlfriend so we can actually be friends forever cz this is the 1st time my bestfriend's gurlfriend believz am not after her "man"!

10. I had a dream where i married my best friend's brother & we stayed as close as we are..i told him about it and we laughed it off but i hope it comes true sometime cz i really think of him as a brother.

11. I make fun of girls who act like total "Chicks"..umm like match everyything they wear in such an agonizing matter,fix their hair everyday,wear high-kitten heals,adore pink & paint their nails upon their mood!Actually if i could i would be one it just doesnt suit my physical looks!Therefore i secretly admire their girly attitude!

12.I'm screwed up...

13.I experienced every emotion you can name tho am only 17

Grief when my brother died whe i was 16

Jealousy that i always standout among any group due to the fact that am taller & overweight..

Rage when every guy I liked back in skool, liked one of my "thin" friends..and the only guy i really loved too..

Outkasting when I had 2 brothers who used to sit in their room playing PS2 & whenever i walked in they would completely zipped it & i wasnt allowed to talk so they would concentrate on the Game!

Rejection when my whole gang deserted me for a whole year back in skool & am still not sure why..we never got that close again..

Pressure, when mum keeps reminding me that i have to be more responsible about my looks in order to get married to a proper guy..

14. I can laugh & cry at the same time!!i swear i nearly do it ALL the time!

Rock on!!

So my bestfrnd D hates rock!I mean who the hell hates rock besides dad!Well no offence but dad hates anything with a voice uh..or a beat! But i'm a punk-rocker! No actually am more like a..Punk-rock-alternative-techno-metal-R n B person!Am very flexible as long as there's no rap or sax involved! I even like a couple of blues! Back in the days i was a very cool teenager! I listened to blink182 & simple plan Only,i mean i still like them but Hello not all the time & exclusively like before! it's a guy who switched on his TV while his gurlfrind was taking his pants off what else is there to know!!the song went like
"i took her out,it was a friday night
i wore a cologne to get the feeling rite,
we started making out..
and she took off my pants
that's when i turned on the tv"
LOL i loved that song it was called Whats My Age Again..damn i used to be cool! I even had the black nail polish, black rubber bands, no pearls, glo0my face & black outfits phase! Was very uh..Educati0nal! And one day i met JA, i was hooked! He's my idol,though sometimes we kill each other i love him! He's funny, sarcastic, smart, hot, very knowledgable & he just has a view about Evrything! I love talking to him & he has the most faithful heart i've seen! Above all we both love Snow Patrol & Spiderman 3 -tho we do for different reasons but hell i love him!!
So now i listen to everything and am way more mature..um i mean rock makes more sense,at least you can hear what they are saying its not like metal and hip-hop! i mean

"I'm a balla (say what)
high roller baby (baby, baby),
shot colla (thats right)
ain't nobody this crazy (like me)
you a hatta (you a hatta)
why you tryin to play me (I don't think he know)
fake playa (yeap, fake playa)
ain't nobody killin (hey, I'm a ball for real)"


i mean What? seriously? dude can you make a point? dont get me wrong i love the song the beats are too good but i don't get it!!and arabic songs are all about heartbreaks and the gurl swearing she's gonna take her ex-boyfrnds heart out because he break her heart it's just too..TYPICAL!!!i mean a lot of people are alive because it's illegal to kill them but saying it outloud aint gonna help blondie! God all that killing talk just makes me wanna shoot some1 for a change but i have better things to do..i guess! I should stop blogging for a while and get back to my courses if i ever wana get this semester over with!

Where are you now..

This is my recent fav song!it may sound weird but it's the OTH theme,which is btw some teen-drama show but hey this is what people my age do dont u judge me!!i love hilarie burton,the chick in that video am sitll hoping that one day i wake up looking lik That!she's just so adorable!and not a blonde-blonde a good blonde!no offence but brunettes never liked blondes!http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tg144YYnOeE

The OC

Ryan: you needa get in the shower we got school

Seth: I took a shower yesterday

Ryan: no you didn’t

Seth: I took a shower the day before yesterday

Ryan: an I’m makin you a bagel

Seth: no (Seth looks like hell)

Ryan: you need to eat

Seth: my body will tell me when it needs food

Ryan: (looks at Seth) just like its telling you when it needs to shower

Seth: (puts his hands out) do you not see what’s going on here

Ryan: yes your wallowing you've ben wallowing since San Diego and enough’s enough

Seth: no I’m not wallowing Ryan, I’m agonising the two are vastly different

Ryan: really ..?

Seth: yeah see, wallowing that’s like lounging around eating ice-cream watching uh VH1 but agonising...its more like MTV2 ok its no frills, requires discipline, days of no sleep, no food

Ryan: (points) no showering

Best friends do exist in tele-tubbies!

umm..i dont know if i will ever be able to tell you this or what!!i mean,its been going on since ever and still i can't seem to comunicate with you any better..
I mean i do love you,your my best friend but am i Your bestfriend?i know we said we won't let trivial stupid things come between us,i know we said we'll make it work,i know I said i wont do the stupid things that screwed my friendship with E again but am not sure i'm the one at fault now..a lot of things has been going on lately with me,seems like life is trying to break my spirit -more than its already broken- and it seems to be doing quiet a good job!! I mean mum isn't the same,she's a lot more miserable than she ever were and it's not lik i can do anything to help..my brother changed,he changed to some1 i dont recognize,some1 i never actually knew. He is angry,furious and sick of everyone all the time. Not everyone per se actually me more than any1,sometimes i think he wanted me to be the one six feet under instead of KH -our other brother RIP- but again sometimes i feel the same about him. It's just like too many things were left unsaid that now they are finding their way to the surface,we are both so sick and tired of each other now that KH the only buffer between us is gone. Thats whats wrong with my family,and about my extended family its like Worse..i mean an aunt of mine got a tumor,they said it was benign and once she had it removed they discovered it was malignant and it probably spread a long way in her body..she had like 2 operations in 2 successive days! She's tired,exhausted and the whole family is in shock,i mean it's like god is testing us all the time. First KH now AM's tumor it's just too much,too exhausting for out faith..
While AM was having her tumor removed i was 2 doors down having an absecess removed from my arm too!yea i know,how ironic...well at least she was sedated i was freakin wide awake with a guy slicing me open! It's a very painful procedure i cried my eyes out to the extent that my arm kept shaking i cudnt hold it still. It's still painful but am on loads of painkillers cz i have an exam after tomorrow that i need to undergo perfectly..
I hate you for not being here D cz i really need you,i hate the fact that your always too busy doing NOTHING and whenever i need you i have to call you and ask you to be here i mean whats so special about this relation?!this relation where i need to tell u to be HERE I mean i th8 bestfrnds shud knw all abut tht crap..but hey we all have problems it's just that YOURS are more important than mine cz yours usually include chicks pinching your ass, you not sure if u like tht chick or THAT chick,your gurlfrnd not txting you every 10 minutes & recently CD your gurlfrnd's pridesmaid interfering in ur relation with SS!!i mean really...?sometimes you really do have problems but lately am taking all the luck off ur plate and every1 elses!

Grey's Anatomy!

"Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me. " MG

"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves. " MG

haha!

well..am in a really bad mood so i decided to add my favourtie quotes,i mean the most funny ones considering we all need a laugh nowadays people!!

Cliff: What a pathetic display. I'm ashamed God made me a man.
Carla: I don't think God's doing a lot of bragging either.


Red Forman: Dear Lord, would it kill you to give the Packers a winning season? Oh, and uh, watch over my loving family, blah blah blah...


Colonel Mustard: Are you trying to make me look stupid in front of the other guests?Wadsworth: You don't need any help from me, sir.
Colonel Mustard: That's right!


Steven Hyde: What's wrong with Mrs. Foreman's parents?
Kitty Forman: Nothing. They're very complicated people who can't be summed up in a couple of words.
Eric(Kitty's son): Grandma yells, Grandpa drinks.

Frasier: I do not have a fat face!
Niles: Oh, please. I keep wondering how long you're going to store those nuts for winter


Red: Nothing around this house is cheap.
Eric: Except for Laurie.
Laurie Forman: I am not cheap!
Eric: Free, whatever.


Red Forman: What have I said about comparing your sister to the Devil?
Eric: That it's offensive to the Devil?


Eric: My head hurts.
Red Forman: That's your brain trying to comprehend its own stupidity.

That 70s' show!

Oh my god this show is the funniest show i ever saw!!i mean sometimes it gets a bit offending but it's like really funny!!so Kitty is the mother,Red is the father,Laurie,Hyde and Eric are the kids!

KITTY: Laurie, what are you doing? Church starts in 10 minutes!

LAURIE: Mom, I'm not going!

KITTY: What?!

LAURIE: Well...Eric is not going either!

KITTY: Oh of course he is!

ERIC: Well n...you know, I thought, Mom I thought you said we had the choice?

KITTY: Uhuh.

ERIC: And I chose no. But uh, yes was a close second.

KITTY: You know, I don't understand this at all. You give me one good reason why you don't wanna go to church.

ERIC: It's hot.

LAURIE: It's boring.

ERIC: The music sucks.

LAURIE: The pastor is ugly.

ERIC: I have to wear a tie.

LAURIE: I have to wear a bra!

KITTY: Enough.

LAURIE: What about Hyde? I mean he doesn't have to go.

HYDE (coming in and walking around): While I respect the Judeo-Christian ethic, as well as the Eastern philosophies and of course the teachings of Mohammed, I find that organised religion has corrupted those believes to justify countless atrocities throughout history. If I were to attend church, I'd be a hypocrite (he leaves)

KITTY: Okay, you know what, I am leaving in 5 minutes. And I'm sure you will make the right decision (to Eric): No, YOU'll make the right decision, and you drag her with you. Something tells me I will not be sitting in that pew alone! Ahahahaha! (she leaves)

AFTER KITTY WENT ALONE TO CHURCH,Back home Red is reading the newspaper and drinking coffee

RED: How was church?

KITTY: Great. I figured out what to do with our sinner children!

RED: Kitty, our kids are fine.

KITTY: Oh really? So why is Laurie...

RED: Hey, hey, if we're gonna start taking shots at our kids, let's focus on Eric.

KITTY: You see, now that's the point! He needs to learn right from wrong. I don't want him turning bad!

RED: Oh Kitty, I don't think Eric's gonna turn bad. He is too much of a pantywaist!

KITTY: I know why you are defending them Red. You feel guilty because you set a bad example.

RED: Hey I go to church. Just not during televised sporting events! You know Kitty, when my destroyer went down in the South Pacific...

KITTY: OH! Blablabla!

RED: Fine. If I thought the kids weren't going because of me, I'd go! Fortunately I don't think that so I'm not going.

KITTY: Well, that's all well and good Red, but since they won't go to church I'm bringing the church to them. I've asked Dave, the church youth minister to come here for dinner and he said groovy!

RED: Sounds like a great idea.

KITTY: You really think so?

RED: I don't have to be there right?

KITTY: No.

RED: Sounds like a great idea!

hahahaha i LOVE this show,those people are just hilarious and what i love the most about them is the fact that they can be open about any topic without getting offended!

I miss you..

umm..it's been a long time since i sat down and had a proper talk with my best-friend..or any talk for that manner!!it's just too confusing,we live really far and it's all about phones,chatting,emails and facebook!it's exhausting to keep a relation that way,i just wana spend time with him!!i mean i really like D,we have a great time hanging out together whenever we are IN the same country!!Then i'm back here and he's back there and it's all hectic and awful,i just want my bestfrnd!!
uh..and he just wants a chick or sumthin,am not sure what he wants anymore he's killing me!
its like every week or so he would sms and say something like
"hey babe,sry i got caught up with my studies!anyway how r u?keep in touch,love ya"
i mean Seriously?Love me??In what way again!!!i mean i could like die and he wont even notice because he's too busy studying!now if your thinking am like mean or not-understanding then let me tell you,he is freaking facebooking everyone all the time!!!i mean not just his gurlfrnd,but his gurlfrnd's friends!!i mean who does that when they are "Busy"!!!!he facebooks some chicks who used to be in skool with him which by the wat he carely talks to!!i mean i could just spend hours reading the comments he posted for EVERY single person he knows!!and when it comes to me,he is busy...yea i guess i can take a hint considering this is not the first time he acts this way it's been going on for almost 5 or 6 month!!!it's just horrible when you see someone you love slip away and you can't help it..i mean i tried,i really did try to hold on but sometimes you just need to let go..with me it's always let go!i think i should get used to it by now..
i duno why but this song just reminds me of him..

It's not that you lost a friend
I just need some time to lick my wounds
I'll be out of service for a little while
I'm sure I'll be up and running soon

He's just amateur these days
Not used to dealing with this pain
He's just amateur these days
Never thought that he would see a girl away

And our history will never be erased
You were a great companion
And some memories will never ever fade
So I love and so I hate

What we were
I never knew nor did you
That's exactly what you hated
For three years you were confused
And for three years, my intentions left unstated

So this is the end..
Of an innocent era, an innocent era?
I didn't want you but I did it's never wrong but it is


now i realize i dont Exactly get what the song means but the first half of the lyrics reminds me of him!then there's love and triangles i guess and yech thats not what i want with D!

Hi-Skool drama!

So u think ur having a hard time in high school?Well am sorry but honestly dont expect college to be any better!Mayb its about time you knw tht am not a co-star in American pie!
Am just a 17 year old drama queen,am not bad looking am quite normal!i don't have a nerdy style or anything! Am actually quite outgoing,still i have a reason 2 be an outkast!
am over-wait for it-weight!Yup overweight!Trust me thats the key w0rd 2 social suicide! Well i have many friends but not always!Um well not the guys at least! Lets revise the facts,

#1 am n0t a freshman anymore so i know enough to be able to tell you how this goes!

#2 i know a lot of girls in college,i d0n't like them all but they arent so bad!!well they all like me and they all know me..honestly i mistake the names of the girls in my group till now!

#3 last year i used 2 tak a course with some random group,i met a guy who was in my original group.. we got 2 b friends,we passed notes,sat 2gether and socializd by all means Within class..Now tht we r back in our original group he's some "cool dude" who dsnt evn say hi!!well he said hi one time,but OMG it was awful i was all lik Heyyy long time!!he was lik..uh oh yeah!you'd think he didnt know me or so,and after that he began to give me the cold shoulder that i didnt even "notice"!

#4 i lost a friend i had for alm0st 10 years (my "bestfrnd") to a "better person" which btw means she has the "boobs and looks" which she dsnt evn have!Hell i respect beauty but she's some really s0ur poisonous eye-candy!!She jst dresses as least as possible and trust me,she doesnt have the body for it either!but still he chose her over me

#5 um..i have a male bestfriend but i never socialize with his mates..i guess they don't actually know that we are bestfriends or so!am just the hidden agenda!

#6 i met SD in uni,funny sweet dude!we are friends and all but we dont actually socialize around people..jst a simple node or so but when we are alone,sms-ing or talking on the fone its totally normal!!like we are friends since ever..it's confusing but you get used to it in a while..

umm..well the basis of most of my problems is the fact that my mood runs my life!and i barely have any confidence,i mean i expect every1 to walk away cuz hell they don't have a reason to start being here anyway!!and well since am very moody when i get pissed i just eat,am not sure why but it's the way my nanny managed me when i was a kid!whenever i cried she gave me sugar and candy till am high on them or sumthing!!still i liked her,she kinda took care of me for lik 6 years or so!well that's it with the drama stuff am overloaded,i think i should go study or watch TV for a change..

JFK..

John F. Kennedy said, "the courage of life is a magnificent mixture of triumph and tragedy. A man does what he must, in spite of personal consequences, in spite of obstacles and dangers and pressures. And that is the basis of all morality"

In other words he declared this is a self-centred era!!i mean just stomp whoever stands in ur way so you can make it to the top!still..i mean is the top gonna be worth it? We all want the best out of our lives but we screw some people along the way! Still those people we break sometimes heal by breaking others so is this painful-chain can go on for a while! we start relations based on our financal needs and we build hopes on a decieved life...what are we getting out of it? I just wish i had a crystall ball where i can take a glimpse of my future life,is any1 i knw gonna be there with me...?will i be on my own..? Will i be the one who hurt or got hurt..? I mean just think of it!!life is...confusing! Sometimes you just have to find your way away from other people's feelings..

where's god now!?

Soo iwas talkin to my friend JA,he is really funny i guess i like him a lot!well i dont really have time to blog i've got so many errands to run but i jst wanted to share this conv he showed me,its a dialouge from That 70's Show,its really funny i actually do love the show!

KELSO: You should really go to church Eric. Cause God, he sees everything! So I live my life good and pure.

ERIC: Kelso, you were dating two girls at the same time.

KELSO: Yeah but God didn't see that. I was in my van. And he can't see through lead.

FEZ (with moustache): I don't want to get into a religious argument, but my God can kick your God's ass.

HYDE (looks at Leo who sits almost on top of him, then looks back into the circle): God is dead man. It said so in Time Magazine.

LEO: No man, I sat next to God once on the bus. He told me the meaning of life and then he gave me a pretzel.

HYDE: So what's the meaning of life man?

LEO: Uhh yeah. I guess I should've written it down...But it was a good pretzel man.

ERIC: Maybe this life doens't even matter you know. Maybe we're not even here. Or no, maybe I'm here, but you're not! HELLO?

KELSO: You know what the best thing God ever did was? BOOBS!

FEZ: Yes! And God said: Let there be boobs! And then there were boobs!

HYDE: Hey, if God is all powerful, can He make a boob so big that even He can't lift it?

LEO: Well that's a good question man. I'll ask him next time I'm on the bus.

hahaha i think its hilarious everytime i read it i kinda fall off my chair!!

empty,,?

today i woke up and i realized that i feel empty,why do i feel empty?well blame it on "love" people,its the source of all misery!so i just blamed it on my x who i have no clue where his miserable ass is!!started talkin to my frnd,am miserable am sad am lonely...then he just said the weirdst thing ever he was like "its not always about relationships"
uh..its so simple,its so true but its a fact i dont want to realize..no lemme blame it on E dont lemme blame it on myself!!it's not him,it's me!!well it's me who drove him away to start with,i guess..It's jsut that my friends think they know me but they dont,i'm not always that happy you see i have my scarrs and they are prolly not that well-hidden..too many things bring out the dark side and mostly its red roses and "happy couples"!yea am not all that calm,i hate seeing people happy specially those who dont deserve to be happy!!u know those backstabbing friends of urs who lead such a sick life and get away with murder!no they dont deserve happiness hell they dont deserve to be alive how come they are happy n am here bitchin about it!!!well M i have u in mind and huny i'll keep prayin till u go down u bitch!!
Why am i feeling down...umm well
1.i hate the way i look..honestly i wish i was lik 10 cms shorter and a lot thinner,umm..i wish i had one of those long kinda curvy really exotic eyebrows,i dont mind my skin tone but the sun burns me pretty badly am as soft a peach!um my hair slimmed down a lot i wish it got thicker and i wish it was softer..i hate my smile,it looks so fake i wish it was a bit more..i duno jst cuter i guess!

2.i wish i can bring 2 people back from the dead,i wish i can send 2 other people to replace them tho!!

3.i wish i can have my bestfrnd live wid me instead of a bizillion miles away,actually not just D i wish SQ was here too..

4.i wish i knew D a long time ago n i wish i cud tell him tht he made a lot of things easier n tht i love our stupid lil jokes..and i wish i had like a paper or sthn where i can make him sign tht he'll never leave or so cz i jst have trouble believein tht he wont!cz am so "sweet" u c its hard to have me for a long time!umm and i wish he cared abut me half as much as he cared abut chicks and dating!lol some crazy bestfrnd i have

5.i wish i had a switch for my heart and mind.

6.i wish i cud tell E tht he's a bastard n let it out of my system thn make him apologize!

7.i wish JA and i had the my same religion cz i really think he is hot and i love talkin 2 him *sigh* and same religion cz i wana marry him!

8.i wish i were popular bck in hi-skool cz of me not my brother!

9.i wish i saved my 1st kiss for something real..

10.i wish i can grow up n live in a penthouse wid D,SQ,F ,KW & JA jst lik Friends widot havin the society witch-hunt us!

thats my wish list for now..i feel better =D haha i love making stupid wishes and thinkin how they would turn out!

why are u looking at me..?

well am in a medical major for a few reasons..
1.i hate math i used to cry while studying it when i was a kid and my dad th8 i was retarded cz who the hell cries whn they are studying the multiplication table!
2.i hate politics,i have no interest in who has petrol and who dosnt.
3.i love painting but my mum wudnt let me go 2 a "meaningless" major!
so am in a medical major,this semester as i was recieveing my schedule i was shocked to find that am in a "political" course..am like
"excuse me are u kiddin me?this isnt my schedule!"

" ur ID is 07/0777.."

"uh yea!"

"thts u!"

"Can't be i dont take politics or any other thing related to it in fact"

"Now u DO" *ice cold gaze,time to backoff..!*

Okay,breath dont panic!just a course..!so i drag my ass and attend..well i dont really attend you c i jst sit in the back n slid down in my chair n just doodle in my handouts while chattin wid SD who btw is as smart as i am politically!so..almost 2 and a half months pass since i started the course,aint so bad..i guess!its jst talkin about politics in the arab society and such mundane things!but 2day,SD ddn show up and tht bastard ddn tell me yest so suddnly i am..ALONE in a world of politics xperts..gulp..SD u sick sick bastard where are u when i need u..
so this really smart smart chich sits beside me..
"where's ur project group?"
"what project?what group?" *almost about to add and who are U*
"we pick a country and undergo a case study,u shud be in a group of 2 or 3"
"uh...okay"
"i can work with you"
"cool so its me u and SD on board?"
"yeah okay.."
awesome and now am in a group!!so the gurl starts talking on and on about lebanon..wth do i know about lebanon,Nothin i discovered!then our dear doctor walks in and startd talkin and for sum reason am actuaslly lsnin 2 her 2 avoid N tryin 2 talk 2 me and discover tht am a fake brunette!The doctor was talkin about the problem that stops the arab society from moving forward..and am like,"
well do we look like we care!"
and she looked at me..and said "Exactly,because no1 cares!"
and out of nowhere,10 minutes later i'm in a very heated up convo with my doctor!it's about people being overtaxed to compensate for all tht population that isnt productive!*shuttup i dont mean me!maybe am rich and just hiding it!* we talked and talked and suddenly i was laughing about something and i looked around me..shit man why are they looking at me this way..?
it was kinda like lion king when all the hyena's teamed up and ate scarr in the end!!and i was scarr!i realized that i was the teacher's pet,i was the nerd who takes up the class to a whole new level and extends it 10 minutes longer while all the cool kids wana get back to the soccer fields and to their girlfriends!!i realized that i became the person i hate the most,the very annoying nerd who has a point in everything but once i got started i was like a shootgun that can't be stopped =D LOL so 2day i discovered my very high political skills people!I'm talented people just give me a pen and let me run the show!