...which is harder?

Its hard to fall in love with some1 who doesnt love you,but its harder to keep the love alive though that person doesnt evn notice you..

Its hard to end real love for a stupid reason,but its harder to keep it ended because each of you is waiting for the other 1 to make a move...

Its hard to end a relation,but its harder to be hung up on a person who forgot you..

Its hard to fall in love,but its harder to choose hating the person you love...

Its hard to fall in love in the wrong time,But its harder to fall in love with the wrong one..

Its hard to be dumped for an unknown reason,but its harder if this reason remained unknown tho u keep asking for reasons..

Its hard to lose the ability to fall in love,but its harder to keep thinking you lost't...

Its hard to start love with sympathy,but its harder to keep feeling this way..

Its hard to change lust to friendship,but its harder to change love to loath..

Its hard for love to come before marriage,but its harder for love to come after marriage..

Its hard for love to remain steamy after a long break-up,but to keep waiting for it to fire up is even harder..

Its hard to choose between two hearts,but its harder to find them both unworthy..

Its hard to have jealous lover,but its harder to have a cold one..

Its hard to forget about love,but its harder when your loved ones ask you to forget their love...

i duno...

when i write a blog i usually hav an idea in mind but rite now i jst wana know do i love him or wht?am goin crazy over E he is soooo sweet n awesome n he is ma best frnd but i cnt help wanting him more..i knw he is gr8 n one day he'll find a gr8 chick n all bs all i want is him u knw n its jst not workin tht way!!uh...crazy is the way to gooo!!lets hope he is still in love wid me 2,i love seein people in pain-i guess thats the evil part of me but i dont give a shit i love seeing people who hurt me get hurt even worse cz thy do deserve it for being mean 2 me in the 1st place u knw!!!!oo gosh i guess thats why am over-weight =D lool am the kind of gurl who drowns her misery in food and smoking u knw n hell yea it does work people!!u feel awful n a daffidof slims and a couple of London Diary or Baskin Robbins can do the damn trick and welcome to heaven ladies!!!lol i duno why but whn i feel so down-even if am not hungry- i jst head 2 sugar i feel the sudden URGE to have GLUCOSE IN MY BLOOD!!THE NEED TO FEED PEOPLE!!thank god i dont have a lil bro or i wud hav ate him or so =D